• Hi!
    I'm Nicole

    Here to help you
    rediscover your soul essence
    and uncover deep hidden
    emotional blocks
    that no longer serve you.

  • We Inspire.
    We Co-Create.
    We live

    by living from my heart, honoring my soul and living with spiritual integrity.

About Us

Who Am I?

A teacher of love and forgiveness here to show you the way.

Hi I'm Nicole A woman who understands life can be messy! Let's face it, we have all taken a wrong turn that took us down a dark road that we had to find our way out of. I've done that many times in my life but I have found a way to turned those lessons into blessings of self discovery and deep wisdom.

I am a grandmother, mother, daughter, sister and friend. I am a speaker of truth, divine knowledge and wisdom.

Founder of Beautiful Souls Mission (BS Mission) . A Spiritual Center for Creativity, World Peace and Wholeness. We are a 508(c)(1)(a) non-profit, tax exempt, Faith Based Organization. Creator of Soul Transformation & Coaching course.

I empower people to reconnect with the essence of who they are by helping them uncover deep hidden blocks that are stuck in there emotional body and psyche.

Most people are not even aware of the inner wounds they are carrying. I know I wasn’t, until I started to unravel during my spiritual awakening.

I help people let go in a way that is loving, honorable and graceful. I teach them the tools of deep inner forgiveness, which transcends the pain into pure gold.

You are not your mistakes. You are not the lower energy that you are carrying. You are divine. You are love. You are pure goodness waiting to be expressed and explored.

I have many certifications such as Certified Life Coach, Ordained Minister, Emotion Code Practitioner, Reiki I II, Soul Transformation and Coach, & an Associates Degree in Digital Media Design and freelanced in Photography. The biggest training I received came from spirit. Now, I use those tools and techniques to help my clients. I also designed a course on Self Mastery & Transformation for the more dedicated folks.

Before you think that I don’t understand what you have been through I would like to share a bit of what I've experiences and what I've overcome. I am a daughter, sister, friend, mother and grandmother of 4. I was labeled dyslexic and held back a year in first grade because of it. I have been a great friend and not so great friend. I experienced trauma as a child and as an adult. I had been angry with my parents and sisters. I've been angry with myself. I was bullied in high school for dating outside my race. I have been in physically and verbally abusive relationships. I have had abortions. I had a baby at 19. I hated my sons father. I forgave my sons father and myself. I was on government assistance and gotten off of it. I became a grandma at 37. I have been cheated on and been the other woman. I made some mistakes while raising my son and some good choices too. My boyfriend died while being in solitary confinement for 30+ days. I’ve been hired and fired. I got my degree in digital media design. Became a freelance photographer, painter, healer, coach, and designer... I've been up and down the financial spectrum. I opened a business and closed a business. I’ve owned a house and sold it too. I moved into my office, lived with friends and family. I became the care taker of my mom after her stock and being diagnosed with stage 4 cancer. Those last couple of months with her were the most magical gift I could have evern been given. I traveled to different part of the world. I was attacked by some chic doing BM... Seriously...I never knew it was even a thing lol. I watched my son get lost to addiction and the streets where he almost died to a gun shot to the head and killed someone in self defense...thankfully he didn't die. He has been working hard on transforming his life.

My spiritual journey allowed me to forgive and transform all the pain I experienced through the years giving me deep peace on the inside. Now, I share my wisdom with my clients to help them release the chains from the past... Nothing is more frustrating than a person telling you what they think you "should" do even though they've never experienced it or been your shoes. That is why I share my most vulnerable experience with my clients on what I experienced and how I healed it so they know they are not alone.

Thank you for discovering me.
May our journey together be transforming, healing and magical.

What I do?

Here are some of my expertise

Intuitive Coach

Empowering your to uncover hidden blocks and limited beliefs.

Soul to Soul Meditaion

These mediation will leave your feeling calm and relaxed in your body

Self Mastery

Raise your awareness by learning how to look within and release emotional blocks.

Psychic / Medium

Guidence from the divine.


It's all about the expereince... it's where the magic takes place.

Inspirational Speaker

We cannot heals what we ignore. We heal from pure love, compassion and understanding.

Aha Moments
It's crazy here
My Specialty

My Skills

"Tell me, and I will forget. Show me, and I may remember. Involve me, and I will understand." Confucius 450 B.C

A lot of what I am going to teach you are the tools and wisdom I've learned from my own healing and guidance from source.

Speaking my truth


Clearing deep rooted blocks


Coaching you through the hard stuff




Non-judgemental | Neutrality


Love. Honor. Respect.


Are you ready to learn?

Let's face it we've all been hurt at some point in our lives. However what many people don't know is that unless we have truly forgiven that person and ourselves we are still carrying an energetic imprint in our energy field that needs love and attention. This process doesn't have to be hard but it may involve some tears which are watering seeds of the soul.

Invite Nicole to give a retreat with your group of friends, community or to speak at your organization.

  • Learn how to release limited beliefs
  • Learn how to release trapped emotions
  • Identify your patterns and family patterns
  • Understanding how you are triggered and what to do about it
  • Tap into your inner child
  • Understanding Karma
  • Dive deep into forgiving yourself and the other person
  • And much more.

Limited spacing available. Email Nicole for the details.

With extended group monthly coaching calls. Email Nicole for the details.

I am not here to tell you what you "should" do. I am here to tell you what I did and how it transformed my life. I am here to teach you the tools that I used which brought extreme peace to my mind, body, and soul.

Personal development is a lifelong process. If you are looking for a magic pill or a quick fix this isn't it. This course is about deepth and true self discovery which will unfold into a major transfomation if you commit to the process and apply the tools on a daily basis. I can't say this enough. Investing in your own well-being is the greatest gift you can give yourself and the people you love.

I designed this course to be easy to understand, hands on and effective.

I believe we have lost what is sacred especially here in the USA. This course is designed to help you reengage with yourself on a intimate level. What you put into this class is what you will get out of it.

You will learn how to empower yourself and reconnect with the essence of who you truly are.

The key to true freedom is to know thyself. Not only will you raise your vibration but will learn a deeper level of humility by learning how to truly forgive from the heart.

Dive deeper into your spirituality and transform your emotional and mental bodies.

Learning to love yourself is probably one of the most important gifts you can give yourself and the people you love. When you know how to love yourself you will know how to help everyone else.

  • Learn how to heal the emotional & mental body through
  • Self Empowerment
  • Self Purification
  • Self Observation
  • Self Awareness
  • Self Growth
  • Self Realization
  • Self Accountability
  • Self Reflection
  • Self Developement
  • Detanglement
  • Identifying Your/Family Patterns
  • Identifying the energy behind what you do and why you are doing it
  • Tools on Forgiveness
  • Meditation Techniques
  • 30 Minute Personal Session with Nicole
  • Certification of Complition
  • Join our private Facebook group
  • and much, much, more...

A good soul coach has spiritual integrity, healthy morals, healthy core values and ethics.

A Soul Coach takes you into the depths of your soul to discover the truth about yourself and your life. A Soul Coach helps you clear away the entangled web of destruction. Which allows you to discover your own inner truth and wisdom. This is a very special coaching process that acknowledges that inner being as your soul and higher self, know the answer.

Together we will move into a space of love, forgiveness and understanding with our one on one healing conversation. Our intuitive and heartfelt converstation will bring clarity to your unresolved issue.

Discover the Soul

  • A Soul Coach will teach you self realization tools
  • Help you identify subtle energies that may be keeping you stuck
  • Assist you in getting to the root cause of the problem
  • A Soul Coach will teach you how to self empowerment
  • Learn techniques on how to embrace your inner child
  • Will teach you the importance of forgiveness on all levels

Soul Transformation

Spirit knows what you need most. My job is to help you navigate your way through the cobs webs of self destruction. Most sessions are done remotely through email, phone and video chat. 45 - 60 minute session. Can include:

  • Intensive Intuitive Coaching Session
  • Soul to Soul Meditation
  • Contract Clearing
  • Multidimentional Healing
  • Feeling lighter and more calm in their body
  • Removal of emotional blocks
  • Soul to Soul Meditation to fill holes, cracks, punctures in your aura and chakras.
  • Reduce or eliminate pain or disease
  • Deep clarity and focus
  • Release negative elementals and negative thought forms
  • Soul Manifesting
  • Removal of karmic blocks
  • Balance Chakras
  • More energy
  • Releasement of fear
  • Removal of negative attachments and cords
  • Opening up to more of their gifts
  • Freedom from addictions, fears and phobias
  • Removal of curses, hexes, and spells
  • Self realizations
  • Upgrades of divine DNA blueprint
  • And much more

My intention is to build a life of pure love and nurturing. A life of gratitude that will pay it forward for generations to come. A beautiful momentum of pure unconditional love, abundance, fulfillment, prosperity, joy, passion, compassion, understanding, unity, wholeness, self-worth, self-respect, self-empowerment. Oneness. I am you and you are me.

30 Minute Coaching Session

  • Personal Transformation
  • Done Remotely
  • Please be in a space where you will not be interrupted.
  • Send Nicole an email with a few dates and time to schedule your session. Nicole will get back to you within 24 hours.

60 Minute Coaching Session

  • Done Remotely
  • Please be in a space where you will not be interrupted.
  • Send Nicole an email with a few dates and time to schedule your session. Nicole will get back to you within 24 hours.

30 Minute Healing

  • Soul to Soul Meditation
  • Chakra Balancing
  • Done Remotely
  • Please be in a space where you will not be interrupted.
  • Send Nicole an email with a few dates and time to schedule your session. Nicole will get back to you within 24 hours.

60 Minute Healing

  • Soul to Soul Meditaion
  • Chakra Balancing
  • Coaching Session
  • Personal Transformation
  • Done remotely per video chat or phone. Additional travel fees if done in person
  • Send Nicole an email with a few dates and time to schedule your session. Nicole will get back to you within 24 hours.

60 Minute Healing & Reading

  • Soul to Soul Meditaion
  • Chakra Balancing
  • Coaching Session
  • Reading
  • Done remotely per video chat or phone. Additional travel fees if done in person
  • Send Nicole an email with a few dates and time to schedule your session. Nicole will get back to you within 24 hours.

30 Minute Psychic / Medium Reading

  • Done Remotely
  • Please be in a space where you will not be interrupted.
  • Send Nicole an email with a few dates and time to schedule your session. Nicole will get back to you within 24 hours.

60 Minute Psychic / Medium Reading

  • Done Remotely
  • Please be in a space where you will not be interrupted.
  • Send Nicole an email with a few dates and time to schedule your session. Nicole will get back to you within 24 hours.

Nurture Your Soul Retreats

There is nothing more heartbreaking than being on your death bed knowing you lived an unfulfilled life.

Is there something lacking in your life? Are you carrying scarcity blocks?

Let’s check, shall we? The universe is nudging you to explore something… the first thought that pops in your head is wouldn’t it be nice followed by can you afford it? He/She would never love me. I am not good enough etc… Where did those thoughts come from?

When most people think of scarcity or lack they think of money… however, I am going to ask you a few questions to show you how deep your scarcity blocks run.

  • Can you afford to stay in the relationship YOU know isn’t serving your highest good?
  • Can you afford to stay at the job that is sucking the life force energy out of your soul?
  • Can you afford to do the things they way your mother or father did when deep down you know it isn’t aligning with your truth?
  • Can you afford to keep lying to yourself about what you are doing and why you are doing it?
  • Can you afford to keep experiencing the same self-sabotaging patterns over and over again?
  • Can you afford to keep living a life without unconditional love?

If the answer to any of those question is NO then this experience to nurture your soul may be for you.

You are here to grow and I am here to teach you how to grow gracefully in a way that empowers your soul and aligns you with your spirit.

That does not mean it will be easy but it does mean you will walk away with the tools to use in everyday life that will allow you to create a foundation that is solid and stable.

What I am going to teach you are the tools I used to heal me emotionally, mentally, physically, and spiritually.

  • Release deep rooted emotional blocks
  • Identify and release limited belief patterns
  • Detangle yourself from family patterns
  • Learn how to truly forgive yourself and the other person
  • Reconnect with the essence of who you are
  • Move forward honorably understanding your true self
  • Release attachments
  • Release addictions
  • Empower your uniqueness
  • Learn how to balance your chakras
  • Daily Mindful Meditations
  • Massages
  • Breath Work
  • Create new friendships
  • Receive Spiritual Readings
  • Reconnect with nature
  • Monthly zoom group sessions
  • And much more

Nurture Your Soul Retreats

Beautiful Souls Mission is a Spiritual Center for Creativity, World Peace and Wholeness. We are a 508(c)(1)(a) non-profit, tax exempt, Faith Based Organization. Which means your retreat could be a tax write off.

She helped me experience compassion...

Nicole contacted me because I placed an ad on a spiritual living group searching for spiritual counseling. I had been feeling resentful, bitter and jealous of other people´s lives for a long time. I had lost motivation and purpose to grow and was basically running on autopilot. There was a deep frustration inside myself and every endeavor I started just didn´t bring good results, I felt it was difficult to connect to people and feel them, so I isolated myself more and more till the point of not coming out of bed for a long time.

I was searching for someone who could help me to figure out what was wrong, to reconnect to my passion and find a purpose to participate in life again and find joy in the things I was doing.

First I was skeptical to work over Skype because I thought it was very un-personal. But finally I gave it a try and Nicole´s open and warm-hearted and understanding personality made me feel comfortable immediately. I noticed that Nicole is truly devoted to what she does and is very generous with her help and guidance.

It was easy to open up because she does not judge. She helps you to embrace and heal parts of you that you are usually too embarrassed to talk about because they are considered “bad”.

She helped me to let go of an issue that I was stuck with and that caused me a lot of confusion, explaining why it was energetically better to let go.

She is an awesome listener, which is a very precious quality and she does not force her opinion on you, she does not judge and is very empathetic, very soft and that really helps to open up.

She guides you without imposing anything, she helps you to finds the answers inside. I felt “seen” and respected, which helped me to see and respect myself more.

Sincerely, Dominika - Barcelona, Spain

Though my journey with Nicole continues, I wanted to share my experience til now. I’ve been working with her off and on to heal myself and overcome pains of the past. In this time Nicole has been grounding, nurturing, patient and compassionate. She allows me to go on my own but is there with love, comfort, guidance and healing when I feel I need it. Nicole has pushed me to be more compassionate and release the patterns and beliefs that do not serve me or my family. Her wisdom and shared experience has reflected difficult truths for me to overcome. The process though difficult is helping me yield so much depth, understanding and healing. Nicole gifts me so many things from self love, acceptance, and a more peaceful, loving and happy life. I’m ever so grateful to have crossed paths with her and for being able to cultivate my growth with her gifts. - Shifali E. San Fransisco, California

Ya know I used to be jealous of those people who just shined, like you could feel their shiny presence when you were around them and then I realized I'm now one of them. It's so awesome to be healed! And shiny and positive.

I've had multiple people comment on how happy I look and been told I'm the kinda girl who's ready for a relationship and these people continue to say I'll find a good man and are on the look out for me. But I LOVE being healed and people noticing and being a presence they want to be around. This feeling is so awesome, inside and out I feel amazing! And I thank you for that. You are so talented and awesome. Oh and that job I wanted is in the works. - Jen J. - Milwaukee, WI

The universe brought Nicole into my life...

Over the past ten years I have worked with several awesome energy healers, but none of those experiences can compare to what I experienced during my two sessions with Nicole. It is almost difficult to put into words how intense the clearing and healing energy I felt after each session. The issues that we worked on were deeply rooted patterns and trauma that have been plaguing me my whole life and in previous lifetimes. For this first time on my healing path I finally feel as if those patterns are becoming undone and I am free from the negative force they have had my life. The level to which Nicole is able to connect with her clients is simply magical. There is no doubt that the universe brought Nicole into my life in divine and perfect timing. If you are ready to take your healing and self development to the next level, then you have come to the right place. If you were brought to this page and are feeling drawn to working with Nicole I urge you to listen to that divine guidance because your life is about to change once you decide to work with her. I am so grateful for the energy exchanges I get to have with Nicole and look forward to seeing where this healing journey will continue to take me. - Ashely O. - Buffalo, New York Looking forward to more sessions with her.

I had the most amazing healing from Nicole.

The emotional healing was mind blowing and indeed felt the relief of these emotions leaving my body. The whole visit indeed was priceless and empowering. I highly recommend Nicole for these amazing experiences. Looking forward to more sessions with her. Just loved it! - Elage T. Milwaukee, Wisconsin

I was living the "American Dream"...

My husband and I were struggling with our 17 year old daughter who was out of control at the time. I was at my breaking point and really didn't know how to help her. I contacted Nicole who started meeting with our daughter and has now developed an extremely supportive relationship with her. We discovered there was a lot of negative energy in our home. Nicole came to our home and removed the energy and blessed our home. We met with her several times to talk about the energies we give off as individuals and as a family. We discussed other ways to channel our energy. I learned a lot about myself in this process. I was holding onto many things from my past that I had not let go of and this was transferring to our daughter and my marriage. I came from a very emotionally and extremely physically abusive relationship and I was never able to just "get over it." I was also disowned from my mother for seven years as a teenager and young adult. If you looked at me from the outside, I was very successful in my social work career. I was living the "American Dream" yet had to have constant control in every aspect of my life. My way of dealing with the past was to bottle it up inside and try not to let it explode. Nicole was able to put this into perspective for me in ways I never could have imagined. She taught me how to let go and take control of my negative thoughts. She taught me how to really love myself, my husband, and my daughter. My daughter and I are in the beginning stages of healing our relationship, but Nicole gave us tools to use to assist us in this process. I am so grateful for her knowledge and expertise. We would still be in the same path if it wasn't for Nicole coming into our lives a few short months ago. I will thank her for the rest of our lives. - Teri T. Madison, Wisconsin

Morning Prayer

Thank you for the divine white light of protection of Father Mother God Almighty for blessing and protecting me (__full name__) (all my family, friends and benevolent beings) from the crown of our heads to the soles of our feet. I ask that any healing we give today to be replenished in better health than before we gave the healing. And to only come in contact with people, experiences, thoughts, emotions, and beings that are for our highest good. Thank you. - So Be It

Spiritual Blessing

Dear Divine Creator, thank you for blessing and charging me with the frequencies of the Orginal Spirit that I come from. Thank you for invoking the Violet Flame to flow thru me in complete wholenss of the full spectrum rays of light, pure love, joy, knowledge, wisdom, clarity, empowerment, wealth, appreciation, justice, mercy, gratitude, abundance, prosperity, health, truth and freedom into all of my my cells, chakra centers and for energizing my DNA to bring balance and harmony to me Physically, Emotionally, Mentally, Financially and Spiritually in all past, present and future lifetimes, timelines, through all space time continuem. In deep appreciate. - So Be It.

Food Blessing

Dear Creator - Please bless this food with the vibration of your pure love, gratitude and wellbeing and make it beneficial to us as human beings. Thank you. - So Be It

Water Blessing

Dear Creator - Please bless this water with the vibration of your pure love, gratitude and all the beneficial nutrients, vitamins and minerals that my body needs at this time to change my DNA to the highest forms of wholeness and wellbeing. Thank you. - So Be It

You're a good mom...

those are the words I was told by the people around me every time my son veered off course to venture out on another dark path of self-destruction.

The heartache, anger, tears, and sorrow was almost too much to bare… countless times of being alone in my car, screaming at the top of my lungs, sobbing because I couldn’t take much more.

For me, I chose to create a child with a man who had no idea how to be a dad. His idea of a dad was to intentionally hurt my son to hurt me or to teach him about street life… He didn't know any better... he did what he was taught.

Now, how could I be mad at him, when I chose to create a child with him...

At that time in my life, I didn't understand what I do now. I was very angry and resentful at a man who had no idea how to love himself.

Truth be told if I knew how to love myself I wouldn't have been with him in the first place.

My son and I always had a great relationship, which made it extremely confusing when it felt like somehow he was (unconsciously) intentionally trying to hurt me too.

I remember the day I told my son "from this day forward, I was only going to do things I want to do for you" because I could feel myself starting to resent him for saying yes to things I didn’t really want to say yes too.

It wasn’t his fault I was saying yes, so why was I getting mad at him…?

The more I learned about myself, the more I learned that he was my biggest teacher… Yes, I said it, TEACHER.

He was teaching me how to navigate my way through the chaos of the world. He was teaching me how to forgive others and myself. He was teaching me how to love unconditionally after all isn’t that what we’ve all been looking for?

The BIGGEST lesson I learned was if I kept "waiting" for him to figure out how to find his way I was going to stay miserable so I better figure out how to be happy and truly love myself if I wanted any kind of peaceful existence on this earth.

It took for me to dive deep into my spirituality to truly understand what was going on not only with myself but with others too. The more I went inside to clean out the cobwebs the more I discovered how much pain I was still holding on to. Not only from this life, but from past lives too.

Spirit took my hand and guided me to ways I could heal my heart. Spirit helped me learn how to forgive others and myself. Spirit taught me healing tools and techniques so I could flip the vibrational track and get off the wheel of rinse and repeat.

Which deepened my level of compassion. Raised my awareness to such an extreme I could see patterns of what was really going on in the world.

From my perspective, a lot of what is here is built backward. It is built on fear, greed, and control.

In my heart, I truly believe the path to the creator is pure love, pure compassion, and understanding.

When you understand there is more going on here than what you can see in the physical world you understand why it is so important to LOVE thyself, become self-empowered and self-accountable for our actions.

This journey was the most intense process of my life. It was filled with obstacles and tests… Oh, those test really wanted to make sure I would NEVER go back to the old way of thinking and being.

It also taught me to stand in my POWER in a healthy way. To not allow the bullshit of others who aren’t ready to do their own inner work into my life regardless of who they are.

Now, I am in a place where I may stumble every once and a while but I don’t stay there. It’s like the saying we weeble wobble but we don’t fall down lol

There are layers and layers to this process but in a nutshell, if you have a weak aura field you are leaving yourself wide open for negative entities to feed off you.

When you are triggered and don’t heal those wounds you leak from your chakras.

You are being programmed by what you watch on TV, the people around you, and what you observe and experience. The thoughts you think and the emotions you feel create your vibrational experience.

Everything is a field. If you want to be in the field of peace then you have to stop running the program of war. If you want to be self-empowered then you need to stop playing the victim etc.

We are powerful co-creators. We have the POWER to flip the tracks to make quantum jumps on timelines that are for our highest and greatest good.

If you are a parent of a child who has chosen a hard path I want you to know I understand and you don’t have to go through this alone. It takes a BIG HEART, SUPERIOR STRENGTH, PATIENCE, and SPIRITUAL INTEGRITY, HEALTHY MORALS and CORE VALUES to be able to hold a vision of pure love, pure compassion, and understanding for the people we love. Most importantly YOURSELF.

GOD is LOVE. We are all children of the divine. We are here to co-create with the creator which means we love ourselves so much our divine light shines through. Heal yourself, help your family, then help everyone else who chooses it.

Blessed for her.

One of the greatest gifts my mom ever gave me was eleven more weeks to get to know her on a soul level before she made her transition to the other side.

Like many families, we had our discords. We may not have always gotten along but when it really mattered we knew how to step up to the plate to support each other.

About a year before my mom got sick I went through a deep spiritual transformation which some call the dark knight of the soul. That quest allowed me to dive deep into personal discovery and transformation which allowed me to get really honest with myself and look at some hard truth I didn’t want to see.

As my awareness rose, I could feel I was up against another obstacle. Financially nothing had been working out for me. I was doing everything I knew how to do. Yet nothing seemed to be moving.

I knew this was an ancestral patterns that needed to be explored on a deeper level. Which inspired me to drive to my parents’ house. I was feeling extremely emotional that day. As I opened my mouth the tears fell down my face. I took a deep breath an told them I needed there to help with something.

By this time in my journey watching me cry was not unusual for them. I said you are my parents and I know you love me and are willing to help me when I need it which is making me wonder why this is so hard to do. I said, "mom, when you were younger were you able to ask your parents for financial help?" She replied, "No, we didn't dare ask for that". Then I said dad "could you?" He said "no". Then my mom said, "Steven, on your side of the family your father has no problem helping certain kids vs other ones". Which was exactly what you do too.

Next, we started checking for all the inherited trapped emotions we were carrying around money. Guilt, shame, fear, control, the list went on. We were able to release them from all of us at that time.

My parents did their best to understand what I was going through at that time and was open to the process which I am forever grateful for.

A couple of months later while visiting with my parents I could tell there was something bothering my mom. I asked her if there was something she wasn’t letting for of? She brought up two traumatic incidences from when I was a child.

Now, before I share this with you it is very important to me that you don't judge her, she was an amazing mom who did the best she knew how to do with the tools she had.

The first incident my mom brought up was when I was about 13 years old. I was mad I had to clean the house for my older sisters’ party. While cleaning I threw a towel down to the laundry room; which accidentally knocked over my dad's eagle that shattered on the ground.

My mom lost it. She wasn’t very good at handing her stress back in those days. She continuously slapped me across the face asking me why I did it. Every time I opened my mouth to speak tell her it was an accident she kept screaming at me "you're lying” followed by another slap. That summer I saved all my babysitting money to buy my dad a new eagle.

As my mom brought up the incident she said, “I shouldn’t have made you buy your father a new eagle.” I looked at her and said “is that what you think this is about? It’s not that I had to pay for the eagle; it’s about you made a "thing" more important than my well-being."

I reminded her how she continuously kept slapped me across the face screaming at me. She said "I don't remember doing that to you. I am sorry." “I told her it was okay, that I loved her”.

A couple of hours later she said: “you know, what I do remember? The time when you were 16 years old and you hit a parked car. When you got home I slapped you so hard you flew over the laundry basket and onto the ground.”

I looked at her and I could see her energy change as if that incident was happening right then. She was so angry and bitter. That incident and emotions were deeply buried within her subconscious and cellular memory.

I thought to myself; again a thing was more important than my well-being. It seemed to be a common theme that played out in my life. I realized in that moment I too was carrying subtle energy of emotional pain that needed to be released. I went into the bathroom and cried.

That night, I stayed at my parents house. The next morning my mom got up to go get her haircut. She wasn't feeling the best as she had been healing from a tooth infection.

I told her I would meet her at the store after her appointment so we could do some grocery shopping together. When I got to the store my mom seemed different. A bit disoriented. I couldn't tell it this was from her tooth infection or is something else was going on.

I kept asking her if she was okay. She said, "yes" but something still seemed off. I told her to go home and that I would finish the shopping.

When I got back to my parents place she was standing in the kitchen and I heard spirit say she is having a stroke. I said mom something doesn't seem right. She kept saying she was fine and went to lay down. I called my dad and said I think mom is having a stroke. He was in disbelief that, that was even an option. He said she probably just needs to visit the doctor.

Spirit kept saying she is having a stroke. So I called her doctor and said something is wrong with my mom and I think she is having a stroke. They asked me have her put her arms out in front of her. She was not able to hold the left arm up high. I told the doctor and they said yes, she's having a stroke get her to the hospital.

My mom was so cute wanting during that time. She kept wanting to make sure she had everything she needed while being at the hospital. Finally, I yelled "mom, we have to go, get in the car".

Once we got on the road I called my dad back and moms having a stroke meet us at the hospital. Then I messaged my sisters. She kept searching in her wallet for her insurance card. I said mom it's okay. We will take care of everything. You just relax.

When we got to the hospital they started doing all these test on her. Again I heard spirit say she was having a stroke yet the doctors were ruling that out at first. I just kept my mouth shut and let them do what they do.

Later that evening we got back the MRI test results and it turned out she had six mini strokes in her had that day. Even though things were clearly not okay she was still thinking about everyone else. My little sister and niece's birthday was coming up. She would talk about the cupcakes we had to pick up and brownie bars she was going to make.

The stroke impacted her speech and reading capabilities. But there was something even more noticeable to me. It was like a veil had been lifted. Her ego left and she was an innocent silly child with a sparkle in her eye. She was no longer angry and bitter.

I ended up moving in with my parents to help my dad care for my mom. Being able to be with my mom without the anger and bitterness as a divider between us was one of the greatest gifts I could have ever received.

She appreciated me and I appreciated her. We laughed like two little school girls... it was wonderful. I can hear her now, Nicky, I bet you never thought you'd be doing this with me as I glided the enema tube up her ass... followed by a "don't make me laugh, my belly hurts" as we giggled.

My mom was and still is a beautiful soul. She had a hard childhood and didn’t know how to transform her pain in a healthy way. What I’ve learned from my own healing journey is we either continue the pattern of what was taught to us or we go too far the other way. The goals is to meet somewhere in the middle.

I could see her inner child that was still so deeply wounded. I helped me be more compassionate an understanding to our own situation.

Looking back I also now understand that she also had a chemical imbalance. It wasn't until she started taking B12 on a regular basis that she was able to react more calmly.

My mother ended up having a second stroke a few weeks later. It was then when we found out she had stage four cancer.

All I kept thinking was I wish I would have understood the power of forgiveness sooner. I always wanted a different relationship with my mom and I knew that these last few weeks with my mom were divinely orchestrated. Our relationship was transformed from a superficial one to one of true compassion, unconditional love, and understanding.

It it is priceless.

That experience helped me understand the importance of the quality of love I bring to the people I care for including myself.

A few months after my mom passed I went to a healing session. I sat down in front of this girl. She said your mom is here. I felt deep regret. She said she wanted to start over recreate a new relationship with me. I saw myself in her womb and instantly bursted into tears. Together we were overriding the deep hurt that we were both suffering from. When we learn to let go of our pain and suffering the universe brings us gifts that are magical.

How do you show up for the people you love? What family patterns and emotional blocks are you carrying? Where are you making a "thing" more important than someone else's well-being?

We cannot heal what we are not willing to acknowledge. We cannot heal what we are not willing to express.

If more people understood the pain, patterns and emotional trauma they are carrying will continue to be passed down to their children and grandchildren they may work a little harder at healing on the inside.

What is your souls asking you to look at? Where are you stilling needing to forgive? Are you willing to heal for yourself and the people you love?

Finding the gift in the pain.

Financially nothing had been working out for me. I knew there was a deep karmic block that needed to be healed but I wasn’t sure how to heal it. I approached it from many different angles but nothing worked.

I went to different healers yet it was still there… I knew it surrounded my dad and I. I love my dad very much. He’s a beautiful soul with a kind and compassionate heart.

We’ve had our issues for sure but none as extreme as what would come up when someone would energetically read my energy field telling me I needed to forgive my dad, that is was deathlike. I thought to myself. I’ve been mad at him but deathlike was taking it to an extreme.

I kept looking more and more at all the ways I was holding onto this block. I knew that it was an obstacle I needed to get around in order for my finances to flow abundantly to me.

I asked my dad if he would see an energy healer with me to help resolve this issue. He agreed. Her name was Tina. I told her there was something that happened in a past life that needed to be healed.

She said why don’t we get to this lifetime first. Suddenly, the tears began to flow. I didn’t even realize I was still holding onto anything from this lifetime. I was so eager to get to the root cause I was missing some very large aspects that needed to be acknowledged.

Tina asked me to bring up a time something happened with my mom. The first thought that popped into my head was the time when I was in the shower and my mom pulled me out and started spanking me with the wooded spoon when it broke she left and came back and started again with the plastic one. I said “I don’t know what I did wrong”. Then she asked me “how did she pull me out of the shower”? I said “I don’t remember”. She said “by your hair”. Spirit was showing her what happened. At this point I was doing the ugly cry… you know what I am talking about lol.

Then she ask my dad what could he have done differently? He said “I guess I could have been there for her more”. The she said to me that I had something behind my head that needed to be healed and that my dad had something he needed to look at.

I started searching in my memories for the wound. She said to me you are looking for through everything and my dad isn’t looking at all. Suddenly, I saw it in my minds eye the incident. Tina looked at me and said “You found it. Now it’s gone.”

I knew there was way more work to be done but I also knew we were headed in the right direction. I asked him to meet me for breakfast so we could talk. I opened up on a much deeper level to him than I have ever done before.

We went back to the house to do a healing together. We held hands and asked for the divine loving light of the creator to flow through us. Then we pulled up a chair and asked my mom (in spirit form) to join us… the tear flew down my face.

When we were done my dad asked me if he could do a new form of healing that he learned on me. I said sure. He was using new dowsing rods to clear some emotional blocks. I could see the joy in him to be able to help me at the same time I was observing him, I was observing my own inner voice tell the dowsing rods to stop spinning. I thought to myself who was that telling the rods to stop. Okay… I know that is an aspect of me… So digging I went, determined to get to the root cause of the pain.

Then, one day I was listening to a little youtube clip of Neal Diamond Walsh. He said something that really resonated with me… it was something along the lines of has anyone ever offered you something who truly wanted to help and you rejected it? By doing that you are cutting off your receiving. I see this all the time in the work that I do with my clients but I never applied it to me until the day I blocked the healing from my dad.

After, my realization, I heard a calm voice say “what is the gift in the financial situation”? It was then when it hit me… if I never needed the money, I probably never would have sat down and done the inner healing that truly needed to be resolved. Tears fell down my face because I could see and feel the gift…

I sat with my dad later that day and shared with him what I had discovered. He then said let me try this healing technique. As I was observing my thoughts I heard nothing… I knew I was getting somewhere. I was getting to the root of my pain. I was moving into true forgiveness.

I came into this life as unconditional love. I came in with a contract to heal all aspect of me. It wasn’t anyone else job to do that it was mine and mine alone.

True forgiveness is loving yourself and the other person. Seeing the divine in the imperfections and discovering they were all in divine order all along.

I am so grateful to have parents that loved me enough to sit with me and heal with me. I’ve said this before but we cannot heal what we do not acknowledge.

There are levels of forgiveness… little by little we chip away at them until we get to the root and then we get to say “now that I see the divine within you what kind of friendship can we create”?

Please forgive me for using my own self-righteousness to block out your divinity. We are all children of the same source no matter what label we put on it. Thank you for giving me new eyes to see…

The universe will keep sending us back in different roles until we figure this out. I can now see where I was being a dick by holding onto to something that wasn't serving neither one of us. - Nicole Pulvermacher

story continued...

When my mom got sick I moved in to help take care of her. Shortly, after she made transitioned to the other side I heard spirit tell me to take my son on a trip to Sedona, Arizona, and Santa Fe, New Mexico. He was 23 at the time and had never experienced anything outside of the midwest before. I wanted him to know there was more to life than the circles he was running in.

Our first stop was Sedona where we got a reading from this wonderful lady… during the reading she asked me if my dad was sick, she said she didn't think he had much time left. I honestly wasn’t expecting that at all. I saw his life going another direction completely.

Then when we travel to Santa Fe we received another reading from a different lady… she asked me to describe my dad… I started telling her he’s very loving, big heart and then I busted out with “he micromanages and it drives me crazy”. She okay yep, this is your dad. I was trying to figure out if it was your son or your dad.

She said "your dad needs you right now. Even you just being there will help him". I said "okay". I knew I needed to stay, I knew it was the right thing to do but energetically I was angry and didn’t really know why. I thought to myself why when my mom got sick could I lovingly with an open heart come back to help her but I can’t seem to do the same thing for my dad energetically?

When I got back I told my dad I had to stay for a bit… I even heard spirit say “I am to obey orders…” now, if you know me you know I am not a fan of the word “obey”.

As time went on I could feel my desire for wanting my own house to kick in… I woke up one morning and realized my “will” to want my own house and my career to take off was starting to supersede my dads “will to live” so I silently let it all go. There is a ladder for everyone to walk up but it’s how gracefully you do it that matters.

I knew the universe would present an opportunity for me when the time was right. Thankfully, I did eventually get to move out with a solution that worked for all of us.

After I moved out I knew that was time for me to heal… I spent so much time “holding space” for everyone around me I never really took time to grieve and to dig deeper into some painful experience I was holding onto.

If you’ve read my previous stories you’ll know I’ve been working on forgiveness with my dad for a while. We even did some deep healing together which opened up a new pathway for us to create a new relationship.

Just a few days ago we got a scare which brought my dad to the hospital. The doctors were unsure as to what was causing the bleeding… I was doing my best to stay as neutral as possible to the situation. We were concerned that he may have cancer.

The first night my little sister stayed with him at the hospital. The next day I volunteered to stay the night.

As I was driving to the hospital and could feel I was being presented with an opportunity to help my dad again. I said to spirit okay if he needs my help I will put my career on hold and move back to his house. This time I was able to say it with an open heart.

Thankfully we found out he was cancer free. The doctors were able to take care of the problem during surgery.

After the surgery, my dad looked at me and said: “Nicky, it looks like we accomplished our mission…” Yes, dad, we did ❤️

The moral of the story… healing isn’t easy but it definitely worth it. Every experience good, bad and the ugly are opportunities for us to learn. For us to see where we have more work to do and where we have mastered our craft. Sometimes we don’t have to experience the worst case scenario we just have to learn the lesson in it. ❤️

The only way out is through the heart but if its blocked off with judgment and emotional blocks it’s going to be impossible to stay aligned with the truth of who we really are. LOVE. - Nicole Lynnay

Trust Your Guidance

Nicole Pulvermacher is a Spiritual Teacher and Facilitator who believes that by reconnecting with our Source energy, we can truly see ourselves, as well as a reflection of ourselves in others, and heal the limiting beliefs that are preventing us from living the life we’re meant to live. She educates people and gives them the tools to help navigate through a world filled with so much chaos.

Nicole’s life experiences led her to this work. She realized that if she was going to be a spiritual teacher and healer, the first person she needed to be honest with was herself. She began connecting with her Higher Self and, each time she followed the guidance she received, synchronicity followed. Trusting the guidance always led her to the next step.

Darkness Gives Way to Light

She went through a “Dark Night of the Soul,” purging trapped emotions from this life, and previous lives, and she realized she had passed these on to her son and grandchildren. From this, she learned how to identify other people’s patterns, and heal them.

People Resist Healing

Resistance is normal, Nicole says. Most of us don’t like looking inward because it makes us feel vulnerable. We’ve been trained to swallow our tears, instead of asking, “Why does this bother me?” When you ask your Higher Self the question, you’ll get the answers. We have just forgotten how to ask.

Limiting Beliefs May Not Be Yours

Once you’ve identified the emotion, then ask, “Who does this belong to?” Whatever the answer, do YOU really believe this limiting belief? Knowing it’s not yours will help you release it.

See Others in Light

Nicole says we tend to see people in their flaws, holding them in that energy. She sees her clients in a state of wellness, holding them in the vibration of where they want to be, which gets them there much more quickly.

Water Your Soul

Clients sit with their trapped emotions. Nicole asks them to think of the very first time they felt that way in this lifetime, and when the memory comes, usually, so do the tears. Nicole says, “crying waters the seeds of the soul,” and helps us to heal from the inside out.

“Quantum Healing in Parallel Universes”

Taking it even further, Nicole helps her clients identify their patterns by looking backwards. She calls in the trapped emotions lodged within a specific pattern. Because her energy is high, she is able to pull down the opposite emotion that overrides the trapped emotion AND the root event simultaneously, as well as any limiting belief that is tied to it. When this is done, the trigger disappears.

The Three Roles

In every event, there is a Victim, a Victimizer, and an Observer. All three must be healed to ensure history doesn’t repeat itself. Each role carries the same trapped emotion. Nicole points out that the victimizer doesn’t have to be present for that role to be healed.

Nicole Heard A Message

Nicole received the push to follow the spiritual path three times throughout her life, but the first two weren’t meant to be. The third push occurred just a few years ago, and the message was clear: “Do it NOW!” She became a certified Life Coach, an Emotion Code Practitioner, certified in Tibetan Reiki I & II, and is an Ordained Minister. She says that once she focused on honoring and loving herself, there was no stopping her.

The Most Important Relationships

Nicole talks about healing the relationships closest to her, mainly her son and his father. She healed her anger toward her son’s father, and that helped him and their son to heal. She now sees him instead of his mistakes. She healed a past-life relationship with her own father, and that spread to the entire family. Nicole stresses that healing yourself first is vital. When you’ve healed, you see people for who they truly are, and understand why they’re doing what they’re doing, with no judgment.

Nicole’s Biggest Teacher

Her biggest teacher has been her son. He was doing everything "wrong", and when she decided to see the best in him instead of his mistakes, it allowed her to remove judgement and just support him. Highlighting mistakes is how we got to where we are in this world, and it does the exact opposite of rebuilding people.

Everyone is a Reflection of You

Nicole says if you yell at someone, you are really yelling at yourself, something in you that you need to heal. If someone is yelling at you, and you send them love, that’s what you’ll get back. Even animals are mirrors. She killed a centipede once, only to see a larger one later. She sent it love, and hasn’t seen one since. What we fear, we are bound to. And when we’re out of balance inside, it is reflected in our world outside.


If you rise in consciousness, but don’t clear trapped emotions, the fall is that much harder. Nicole calls this, “Wobbling.” She says thoughts are electric and emotions are magnetic, and when they are not in balance, you wobble. In this state, things you want will not be able to get in, and will “bounce off you.” She helps get to the root, getting you out of the matrix and allowing the things you want into your life.

Writen by Lisa Meisels. Featured on Empowered Living Show.

Has the power to detangle you from an old program by overlaying a positive track. This is soul alchelmy. We will transform the negative energy from all people, beings, places and things the lower vibration reside in.

We are like computers downloading information 24/7. Not only do we have a thought processers we also carry emotions that are a vibration. Thoughts are electric and emotions are magnectic.

Let me share an example with you on how this effects you. Example: In your last relationship your partner cheated on you. You eventually ended it and healed your heart the best you knew how. Now, you're ready for the next relationship.

You meet this amazing person... you swear he/she is the one. Until one day something happens that triggered that same feeling as when your ex-cheated. Maybe it was just a comment, or a quick hanging up of the phone. Suddenly everythng around you starts to spiral out of control. You're lashing out on the people closest to you. That feeling of bliss is gone. A trigger can be anything that causes an emotional charge.

By releasing off old trapped emotions and replacing them with a new vibrational track it will allow more of what you do want into your life.

We are multidimensional beings opperating simoutaniously so why not allow this current life to be the very best it can be. Stress free and full of love. It is important to understand the this is a spiritual process, to heal mentally, physically, emotionally and spiritually. To connect back into alignment with the God-Source that is waiting for you.

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